Saturday, June 11, 2011

Can romance and relationships be any more confusing?
I'm not really sure. Out west polyamoury or non monogamous relationships seem to be fast approaching the norm. for relationships. I've been in a few and their wonderful, but they have mostly been ones where I am with my "primary" (which was a woman) and a cute man walked by so I said "hey look a penis to have sex with can I honey pleasepleaseplease????" and so he would stick around for a while and we would have a relationship based on sex, all in all very nice. Im flirty and a bit flighty unfortunately.
I have been been with boyfriend for two years, just me and him, really a record for me not to get bored. But the expiration date has been hit and now Im getting bored,I still really care about him. I just think I need one more person in the relationship to allow me to continue to care about him and not turn murderous. I have just the person in mind...one of his best friends ( lets call him carl) . Over the last two years Carl and my relationship has grown and it now sits at this really awkward stage where we do everything that couples do except kiss and fuck. We cuddle, we flirt, we go out on dates and at the end we give goodnight kisses on the cheek. It horrible,that I want more and that hes my boyfriends friend.

Also I'm moving.
Shit.